Why do days that start so sunny
Have to have clouds
They gather, swirl and twist
Overcast and sudden rain
Lightning and thunder
I wore a sun dress
But you brought the storm
I just want to hold on
To the little bit of love
That I can still call mine
Losing even a tiny piece
Leaves me terrified
Of becoming empty
Don't say it's for my own good
When you want to change me
Every time you tell me
I'm not ideal, I'm living wrong
I wonder why it matters now
Years wasted when you could of
Shaped me
Guided me
Lead me
To being this better person
Why am I the failure when
You failed me first